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Chrissy Teigen reveals she is 100 days SOBER in the wake of cyberbullying scandal

Chrissy Teigen has revealed she is 100 days sober, having given up alcohol in the weeks after she was accused of cyberbullying a number of celebrities in merciless tweets — together with one publish in which she urged a then-teenage Courtney Stodden to kill herself. 

Teigen, 35, mentioned her sobriety in her first TV interview since the scandal first unfolded in May — when a number of of the mannequin’s previous tweets resurfaced on-line, prompting swift and bitter backlash that led to her cookware model being dropped by a number of big-name shops, together with Macy’s. 

The mother-of-two revealed to the Today present’s Hoda Kotb that she has been sober since July, including that her determination to surrender alcohol has helped her to ‘do the work’ she wanted to do in order to turn out to be a ‘higher individual’. 

‘I’m really 100 days sober at present and I’m so excited,’ the cookbook creator revealed. ‘I really feel so good, I really feel very clear-headed.’

Change: Chrissy Teigen has revealed that she is 100 days sober, having given up alcohol in the weeks after she confronted livid backlash over resurfaced cyberbullying tweets 

Backlash: In May of this year, it was revealed that Teigen, 35, had sent a barrage of cruel tweets to a then 16-year-old Courtney Stodden, including one urging the model to 'go to sleep forever'

Backlash: In May of this year, it was revealed that Teigen, 35, had sent a barrage of cruel tweets to a then 16-year-old Courtney Stodden, including one urging the model to 'go to sleep forever'

Backlash: In May of this year, it was revealed that Teigen, 35, had despatched a barrage of merciless tweets to a then 16-year-old Courtney Stodden, together with one urging the mannequin to ‘fall asleep eternally’

Evolving: On the Today show this morning, she said her decision to give up alcohol has helped her to 'do the work' she needed to do in order to become a 'better person'

Evolving: On the Today present this morning, she mentioned her determination to surrender alcohol has helped her to ‘do the work’ she wanted to do in order to turn out to be a ‘higher individual’

‘Aside from being pregnant, I hadn’t gone greater than a day or two [without a drink], ever, since I began consuming at 20 or so. I simply by no means actually had that interval of time of clear thought,’ she admitted. 

‘It grew to become embarrassing,’ she mentioned, including that being with husband John Legend, who is ‘so revered, and so beloved,’ she realized, ‘I can not be the messy one.’

‘Waking up in the morning and being like, “Oh, what did I say?” she mentioned. ‘That feeling is not value it. Not to say the complications and every part.’  

Getting sober has helped her get readability, and Teigen talked about how she has modified since her Twitter scandal broke. 

‘I really feel like I’ve finished the work and I simply hope these folks can forgive and be capable of welcome the incontrovertible fact that hopefully they’ve seen me be higher,’ she mentioned.

Speaking about the fallout from the scandal, Teigen — who lost a number of model offers because of this of the controversy — insisted that she is ‘glad it occurred’ as a result of it ‘made her a stronger individual’ and a ‘higher individual’. 

‘Having this era of time, and time to digest all of it, and having the ability to look again, and to comprehend that there is a lot time to develop and to study and to turn out to be extra empathetic.

‘I take a look at my youngsters and what I need their values to be, and the way I need them to deal with folks, and seeing that in myself, that I wasn’t doing that, was I feel the hardest half for me — was realizing, my goodness, this actually had an impact on folks.

'I'm actually a hundred days sober today and I'm so excited,' the cookbook author revealed. 'I feel so good, I feel very clear-headed'

‘I’m really 100 days sober at present and I’m so excited,’ the cookbook creator revealed. ‘I really feel so good, I really feel very clear-headed’

Giving it up: Teigen is pictured with justband John Legend and a beer in 2008

Giving it up: Teigen is pictured with justband John Legend and a beer in 2008

'It became embarrassing,' she said, adding that being with husband John Legend, who is 'so respected, and so beloved,' she realized, 'I can't be the messy one'

‘It grew to become embarrassing,’ she mentioned, including that being with husband John Legend, who is ‘so revered, and so beloved,’ she realized, ‘I can not be the messy one’

‘I feel you study a lot in the moments the place you do lose a lot, you lose all of it, your world is sort of turned the wrong way up,’ she mentioned. 

‘For me it was a giant second of, “Wow, I need to find out how I can be better, how I can grow from this, learn from this.”

‘There’s that previous cliché like I’m glad it occurred, however, really, it made me a stronger individual, a greater individual.’

Teigen mentioned that she used to deal with social media as if what she mentioned did not matter, as a result of ‘you felt such as you weren’t taking to anyone [on the internet].’

‘You simply threw issues on the market, you did not really feel like anybody was gonna learn it,’ she mentioned. ‘You do not actually take into consideration the impression and the individual on the different aspect.

‘And I take into consideration how a lot I’ve modified, simply in the previous year, and the way a lot I’ve grown and discovered. And then to suppose of that in the time period of a lifetime, how a lot there room there is to at all times know extra and be higher.’

Teigen first got here beneath hearth for cyberbullying in May of this year, when followers found that she had posted a barrage of tweets in 2011 telling a then-16-year-old Stodden — who had simply tied the knot with 50-year-old actor Doug Stodden — to ‘fall asleep eternally’. 

After the tweets have been revealed, Stodden — who identifies as non-binary — spoke out about the bullying they confronted from Teigen, insisting that the posts have been solely a small half of the image and revealing that the former Sports Illustrated mannequin would additionally ‘privately DM me and inform me to kill myself’. 

Teigen posted a barrage of tweets in 2011 telling a then-16-year-old Courtney Stodden - who had just tied the knot with 50-year-old actor Doug Stodden - to 'go to sleep forever'

Teigen posted a barrage of tweets in 2011 telling a then-16-year-old Courtney Stodden – who had simply tied the knot with 50-year-old actor Doug Stodden – to ‘fall asleep eternally’

 

 

In 2011, Teigen published a barrage of unearthed tweets telling then-16-year-old Stodden to 'go to sleep forever'

In 2011, Teigen printed a barrage of unearthed tweets telling then-16-year-old Stodden to ‘fall asleep eternally’

Stodden mentioned they have been confronted with relentless bullying each publicly and in non-public from Teigen, who tweeted at the then-teen in 2011: ‘My Friday fantasy: you. dust nap. mmmmmm child,’ adopted by: ‘go. to sleep. eternally.’

Teigen apologized at the time, and spoke to Hoda at present about making amends. 

‘I wished to verify, first of all, that they have been OK with me contacting them,’ Teigen mentioned. ‘Some folks, you recognize, possibly they do not need to be in contact with me, or they only had gotten previous it, or moved previous it themselves. 

‘I simply hope these folks can forgive,’ she mentioned, ‘and welcome the incontrovertible fact that, hopefully they’ve seen me be higher.’

She did not say particularly whether or not Stodden had accepted her apology.

Earlier this year, Stodden had spoken out about the impact that Teigen’s phrases had all these years in the past. 

‘I skilled a lot harassment and bullying from her after I was simply 16 years previous,’ Stodden mentioned in an Instagram video.

‘It actually affected me,’ they added. ‘It’s so damaging when you may have any individual like Chrissy Teigen bullying kids.’ 

'I look at my kids and what I want their values to be, and how I want them to treat people, and seeing that in myself, that I wasn't doing that,' Teigen said.

‘I take a look at my youngsters and what I need their values to be, and the way I need them to deal with folks, and seeing that in myself, that I wasn’t doing that,’ Teigen mentioned. 

After Stodden spoke out, extra previous tweets from 2013 additionally resurfaced.

In one, she took purpose at a then-21-year-old Teen Mom star Farrah Abraham, tweeting: ‘farrah abraham now thinks she is pregnant from her intercourse tape. in different information you are a whore and everybody hates you whoops not different information sorry.’ 

In others, she wrote of  then-nine-year-old Oscar nominee Quvenzhané Wallis: ‘Is it okay to name a small little one cocky? I’m pressured to love Quvenzhané Wallis as a result of she’s a toddler proper? Okay positive.’

Lindsay Lohan was additionally the topic of an insensitive publish by Teigen. A tweet from January 2011 learn: ‘Lindsay provides a couple of extra slits to her wrists when she sees emma stone.’ 

Amid the backlash, Teigen was dropped by a number of firms, together with Safely, the cleansing model she based with Kris Jenner; whereas her cookware model was additionally dropped by Macy’s, Target, and Bloomingdale’s.   

She was additionally pulled from the Netflix present Never Have I Ever. 

On May 12, Teigen took to Twitter to share a public apology.

‘Not loads of persons are fortunate sufficient to be held accountable for all their previous bulls*** in entrance of the whole world. I’m mortified and unhappy at who I was,’ she wrote. 

‘I used to be an insecure, consideration in search of troll. I’m ashamed and fully embarrassed at my conduct however that is nothing in comparison with how I made Courtney really feel.  

Teigen addressed the controversy on her Twitter account in May

Teigen addressed the controversy on her Twitter account in May

‘I’ve labored so onerous to provide you guys pleasure and be beloved and the feeling of letting you down is almost insufferable, really. These weren’t my solely errors and certainly gained’t be my final as onerous as I strive however god I’ll strive!!

‘I’ve tried to attach with Courtney privately however since I publicly fueled all this, I need to additionally publicly apologize. I’m so sorry, Courtney. I hope you may heal now figuring out how deeply sorry I’m. 

‘And I’m so sorry I allow you to guys down. I’ll eternally work on being higher than I used to be 10 years in the past, 1 year in the past, 6 months in the past,’ she concluded.

A month later, she shared one other mea culpa in a publish for Medium, writing: ‘I gained’t ask on your forgiveness, solely your persistence and tolerance. I ask that you simply enable me, as I promise to permit you, to personal previous errors and be given the alternative to hunt self enchancment and alter.’

Since then, she has marked over three months of sobriety, and instructed Hoda this morning that she and the folks round her have seen a change.

‘Daydrinking for me, was actually — that was the solely consuming for me. I did not even name it daydrinking,’ she mentioned. 

‘And if I wasn’t consuming, it was as a result of I used to be hung over or one thing,’ she went on.

‘I had been scuffling with it, actually, for the previous couple of years, after I knew it was sort of a problem. Even doing interviews and issues, pondering I wanted a glass of wine. And then it simply began getting embarrassing, like at award reveals and issues. And everybody memes it and thinks it is humorous and cute, proper? That you fell asleep or one thing at the Oscars,’ she went on.

Since beginning her sobriety journey, she mentioned: ‘My finest associates, my closest associates, my household, everyone’s observed a distinction.’

‘The complete detox out of my system of it, and realizing you get this excessive of having vitality and having the ability to play together with your youngsters and roll on the ground with them,’ she mentioned.

Though she ‘hates working in absolutes’ and wonders if she’ll ever have a glass of wine once more, she is aware of ‘it does not serve me anymore’ to drink.

‘Like, I’m not enjoyable on it. I do not dance. I’m not a greater individual. It’s simply not for me,’ she mentioned.  

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